i`m still alive

i am listening to deus - instant street

`home` already looks like home a little bit. the only thing what i still miss here are crazy parties. but i understand that, the name `crazy` belgium people understand absolutely different then me and latvians.
i feel golden autumn. everything is so colorful around. on evenings i really want to sit at home and knit some gloves, listen to really good music or `put some movie and play some groove`. but weekends are my life and heart. evenings and nights are not made for home.

last week my mum and grandfather visited me. hard shopping days. i love it! also i went to brugge with them, found out some really good hostel [ i still have 12 free bears there. lets go ??] and i promised to my self that before christmas i will go there. i believe that city will be so like Christmas which i have imagined!

i finished my movie, but dont worry, i am not going to show it to you. i`m still not sure if i like it. right now i am working on poster for horror movie, which we are going to film on first week of november.

yesterday i tried my luck making moroccan tea. and it really tasted like that one which i was drinking in youth center.

also i have so much thinks and ideas in my head that i can`t write them down. in my head is such mess! thats way, i`m sorry that i am not updating my blog. it is impossible to make my thoughts in normal sentences. and also, so many things are going on. if i would try to write about them it would take too much time.

still happy.